All Too Well.mp3

熟悉的电话声再次响起
Just to break me like a promise
却将我轻而易举地破碎
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
你借以诚实姿态将我推入绝境
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
被撕碎的心像纸屑般洒落一地
Cause I remember it all all all
仍记得离别时传来的一字一句
They say all's well that ends well
世人常言相爱之人终成眷属
But I'm in a new hell every time
过往点滴浮现脑海令我深陷炼狱
You double-cross my mind
曾为爱情沉沦的心烙印着你的戏言
You said if we had been closer in age
你说如果年龄相近或许结局会更好
Maybe it would have been fine
或许我会屈服于这无法抗拒的事实
And that made me want to die
无能为力的年纪将我折磨得痛不欲生
The idea you had of me
我在你心中究竟
Who was she
是怎样的存在
A never-needy ever lovely jewel
是一颗不需要呵护与陪伴
Whose shine reflects on you
只为衬托你闪耀的宝石吗
Not weeping in a party bathroom
我已不会在派对上哭泣
Some actress asking me what happened
女演员们对我关怀备至的问候
You
而你
That's what happened：You
而你便是眼泪的造物主
Who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
你用谦逊的笑话博取我父亲的赏识
Sipping coffee like you were on a late night show
啜饮着咖啡像在深夜秀般散发魅力
Then he watched me watch the front door
生日那晚我苦苦守候在门口
All night willing you to come
期许你的现身
And he said "it's supposed to be fun
父亲曾说二十一岁的生活
Turning 21"
将会更加有趣
Time won't fly
我陷入漫长等待
It's like I'm paralyzed by it
时间在此刻停滞
I'd like to be my old self again
想找回原本的自我
But I'm still trying to find it
却难觅踪影
After plaid shirt days
纵使是穿格子衬衫
And nights when you made me your own
相伴左右的日夜
Now you mail back my things
你寄回我残存的记忆
And I walk home alone
孤身返回家中
But you keep my old scarf
你却保留着
From that very first week
初次见面时的红色围巾
Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
它氲染着我天真与浪漫的味道
You can't get rid of it
你无法抹去我的牵绊
Cause you remember it all too well
只因你也记得彼此相爱的痕迹
Yeah
Cause there we are again when
你曾是我
I loved you so
世间挚爱之人
Back before you lost the one real thing
却将真心
You've ever known
从我怀中抽离
It was rare I was there
这份独一无二的眷恋
I remember it all too well
亲密依偎的场景仍刻在我心
Wind in my hair you were there
风捎来你的气韵沾染于发丝
You remember it all
你记得初次见面的心动
Down the stairs you were there
楼下转角处轻触唇边的吻
You remember it all
你记得每次温润的离别
It was rare I was there
这份无与伦比的爱恋
I remember it all too well
我将永远封尘在心底
And I was never good at telling jokes
我不擅长说笑
But the punchline goes：
但令我心生可笑的是
"I'll get older but your lovers stay my age"
我会逐渐老去而你的每个爱人将永远年轻
From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
自从布鲁克林你将我伤害得遍体鳞伤后
I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
我像是失去灵魂的士兵憔悴难语
And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue
炙热焰火下是否映出你的内心忧郁
Just between us did the love affair maim you too
彼此间的爱恋是否也曾令你哀痛
Cause in this city's barren cold
囚困在这冰冷城市
I still remember the first fall of snow
我仍记得初雪那日
And how it glistened as it fell
雪花落入手心短暂晶莹的时刻
I remember it all too well
时至今日我仍记忆犹新
Just between us did the love affair maim you
这份沉重的爱
All too well
是否让你疲惫不堪
Just between us do you remember it
这弥足珍贵的缘
All too well
是否值得你回忆
Just between us I remember it all too well
我只想知晓你的真心话因为我从未释怀